Tuesday, January 27, 2009

At Night

When night comes everything from day changes not physically but the air changes.Everything is calm and cool.Shadows fill the land yet none are scared,people are home with families while some are asleep.The sky is dark n stars clearly seen from a far...

When lying down on a field,standing on the balcony or just sitting on top of a hill you`ll see the difference..It`ll be from the cool air,calm scenery and just the sounds that you never thought you will ever hear...When you admire the sky you notice the stars that u`ll never thought of seeing..The glimmer that you only will see in your love`s eyes,the collection of stars that only exist when with your family,you imagine how far n how big they are yet there is always the feeling that you are looking up while someone you might not know is also with you looking and wondering the same things...

At night you might be alone yet you never really are some where the person you wish for might also be wondering if their`ll ever meet their soul mate...When 2 are together alone staring in the sky will always bring both 2gether closer then ever..Their love will just grow n every bad times they had will just b in the past...Love is just like a flower and the night sky with the....

sorry i`ll continue it A.S.A.P

Monday, January 19, 2009

Hot cup of Lemon Tea,a good movie n great memories

It`s where you can find peace,calm n happiness
You might think i`m copying this from some where but sadly i`m not..

Sitting down after a long day you might feel tired..But if that day u finally found out how to do math,had a great time doing chemistry..Over all having a good day at college..

Having a Hot Cup of lemon tea,switch on the TV watch a good movie n have memories that will make anyone laugh n remember great times just let your self relax and you will feel like you have just taken ecstasy...The world around you will still move yet you will be in a state where you will actually feel so glad n calm that it does not matter to you..

A hot cup will give you the warmth that anyone wants to feel.The mind will float away to a place where no one or thing that you find disturbing will ever know off.There you will think of your best memories; friends,family,events,places,things everything that has happened to you..

A great movie to make you feel great.From the great theme to the songs to the jokes n lines you wish you could come up with..A great movie will make you feel like a million bucks.A movie about friends will bring back memories of when u were with them or looking forward to see them,a love movie to give you the feelings that u want to share or something you want to say to someone,a funny movie to cheer you up,give you ideas for jokes n moments that remind you of funny things you did when the moment came or moments you shared with friends that made all laugh..

Finally memories from then..Memories from school,home,events,friends n family are always in your head...Memories of your first time going to school,the moment you meet your first friend..Memories of when you were in school with your schoolmates n classmates..Example only the very few will know or remember when in class Jon made a paper ball from paper n green tape during history class..Zaqir,Megat,Sharol.Johnstan,Wi-liam n Me were in class flinging it around n even Stanley actually played "baseball" with the broom stick left from sports day...Eventually Zaq,Megat,Rol n I tried with 2 balls 2 fling it n catch one one at a time continueslly like robots..Haha great times in THETA...

These are just things that bring me calmness,joy happiness n give me the pick up of when i`m tired or down from something...It`s some thing some will think it`s non-sense but i feel that this is the thing I care for n wish to hold for a long time.

I know i might have gone off topic half way but it happens to me..weirdlly when i type i just let lose all the english essay law`s n just type out what i feel like when the moment comes..

Any way this is for all my friends n family out there..To all that have brought me memories n helped me up when i was at my high n lowest..Thank you from me heart..

Saturday, January 17, 2009

cOLLEGE LIFE SO FAR FOR ME

If you think college life is the best time of your life,Dont..In college u have to worry about your timing,subjects,where is your next lesson,where to eat,if you have time with your friends,dont see any familiar faces...In my point of view secondary school is the best time of your life..No worries of where to eat,class,homework,n most important friends are always with you..In college youmeet new friends but they will be around for a short while..You might see some from before but very few only..Meeting new faces is good but you dont have d knowledge that you have a friend to help you in time is trouble..

I do A-levels at HELP college...this is what i think of college life

College is great for studies only...but your life is just shallow when it comes to your social time..You worry about where you have to go,how much u can spend a time,where r u goin 2 go 2 meet friends,..If you`re goin to meet any familiar faces...It`s a scary time for some very few know...Generally if you were active n full of energy before you might not have any left by the time the first day is over...All your best friends might be gone..Those you might call family are not in a different class but a different college,city,state or country.

College is a new stepping stone in life..but it`s the introduction to reality when all your worries arise from the ashes...You will have more free time on your hands but what are you really going to do with it...Homework,work part time nothing else...going out on d weekend is hard cause you are controlled by home,you want to have the time tyo enjoy with friends but it`s just not there..

It`s hard to be far from what you enjoy the most..Just to have a friend is hard...New faces you`re ubsure of..If they can be trusted with your secrets or thoughts..Unsure if they will be an angle in front of you n a devil behind..Or are they the real thing..The future is staring in to my eye`s n it`s not pretty at all..I thought I will at least make the most of what i have n enjoy what i can..But all i see now is the inability to enjoy my life at all in the current and the time to come...Most can say they enjoy their time.But for me it`s just energy sapped away from my mind n body..The moment i step in to class i feel uneasy n sleepy..When the teacher starts the lesson i can actually almost fall asleep...In secondary school physics,math,add math were enjoyabe but now it`s just making my mind a plain piece of paper,a bare land flat and empty without a single tree around..Now at least i dropped Economics(curse it) i`ve taken chemistry after attending a single 2 hour class that has brought back my feel for the subject...I know I can still be full of energy as before but weirdly only out side my class..

When around others out side my class I can be open,hyper,fast..Just have all my energy back from when i was excited to go to college.....I want it yet when around the few i feel like an ant..quite just minding my own business..

AS FAR AS THE WORLD I CALL MY CLASS IS AROUND THEIR OF NO BOTHER OF MINE..I`M WHO I AM N SO BE IT...IF THEY ASK SOMETHING I JUST ANSWER FLAT..I`VE HAD THE HONOUR TO BE WITH A CLASS I COULD CALL CLOSE TO ME..BUT NOW IT`S JUST A DESSERT OF NOMADS THAT KEEP TO THEM SELVES WHILE I HAVE NO BUSINESS OF BEING AQUINTED WITH THAT TRIBE..A LONE WALKER ON THE OPEN PLANES I CALL COLLEGE...

Friday, January 2, 2009

New Year-Past year

Wow!!! time has flown by so fast.....Now a new Year...time for new memories,new friends,new knowledge...N Parties...WoW...2 all d Ladies n Gents of 5 Theta class of 2008 it was a wonderful 2 years...We made memories,shared laughs n helped each other through O-levels...

There was never a fight or a quarrel....Just disagreements..We were d first or SriKL 2 do O-Levels....Without any seniors 2 turn 2 for advice...We went in without any idea wat were we 2 do or expect...Yet we pulled it off..With d help of our Wonderful teachers....Some might think we were smart..But not really we were all average but had special abilities,we had d artist,sportsman,a gew smart one`s,creative one`s,dancers and many many more...D time spent at school was not education..It was an experience that brought up d best in each of us,It brought individuals 2gether,Gave a home for those from far away,any friendship 2 those who were lonely or lost...Theta was not a name of a class it was short form for Till The End Together Always...It showed wat we were..It represented the best in each and every one of us..

This is for all Thetarians of the class 2008

May the memories we had remain with us where ever we go..

P.S one day we I`ll organise a meet up..Maybe clubbing 2 party..All the best for d future n 2 Theta