Saturday, January 17, 2009

cOLLEGE LIFE SO FAR FOR ME

If you think college life is the best time of your life,Dont..In college u have to worry about your timing,subjects,where is your next lesson,where to eat,if you have time with your friends,dont see any familiar faces...In my point of view secondary school is the best time of your life..No worries of where to eat,class,homework,n most important friends are always with you..In college youmeet new friends but they will be around for a short while..You might see some from before but very few only..Meeting new faces is good but you dont have d knowledge that you have a friend to help you in time is trouble..

I do A-levels at HELP college...this is what i think of college life

College is great for studies only...but your life is just shallow when it comes to your social time..You worry about where you have to go,how much u can spend a time,where r u goin 2 go 2 meet friends,..If you`re goin to meet any familiar faces...It`s a scary time for some very few know...Generally if you were active n full of energy before you might not have any left by the time the first day is over...All your best friends might be gone..Those you might call family are not in a different class but a different college,city,state or country.

College is a new stepping stone in life..but it`s the introduction to reality when all your worries arise from the ashes...You will have more free time on your hands but what are you really going to do with it...Homework,work part time nothing else...going out on d weekend is hard cause you are controlled by home,you want to have the time tyo enjoy with friends but it`s just not there..

It`s hard to be far from what you enjoy the most..Just to have a friend is hard...New faces you`re ubsure of..If they can be trusted with your secrets or thoughts..Unsure if they will be an angle in front of you n a devil behind..Or are they the real thing..The future is staring in to my eye`s n it`s not pretty at all..I thought I will at least make the most of what i have n enjoy what i can..But all i see now is the inability to enjoy my life at all in the current and the time to come...Most can say they enjoy their time.But for me it`s just energy sapped away from my mind n body..The moment i step in to class i feel uneasy n sleepy..When the teacher starts the lesson i can actually almost fall asleep...In secondary school physics,math,add math were enjoyabe but now it`s just making my mind a plain piece of paper,a bare land flat and empty without a single tree around..Now at least i dropped Economics(curse it) i`ve taken chemistry after attending a single 2 hour class that has brought back my feel for the subject...I know I can still be full of energy as before but weirdly only out side my class..

When around others out side my class I can be open,hyper,fast..Just have all my energy back from when i was excited to go to college.....I want it yet when around the few i feel like an ant..quite just minding my own business..

AS FAR AS THE WORLD I CALL MY CLASS IS AROUND THEIR OF NO BOTHER OF MINE..I`M WHO I AM N SO BE IT...IF THEY ASK SOMETHING I JUST ANSWER FLAT..I`VE HAD THE HONOUR TO BE WITH A CLASS I COULD CALL CLOSE TO ME..BUT NOW IT`S JUST A DESSERT OF NOMADS THAT KEEP TO THEM SELVES WHILE I HAVE NO BUSINESS OF BEING AQUINTED WITH THAT TRIBE..A LONE WALKER ON THE OPEN PLANES I CALL COLLEGE...

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