Sadness in a jar.

Just plain sadness today. Human rights evoked.

Animal rights taken away. Where is justice left?? Especially in Malaysia.

Freedom of choice?? Freedom of speech?? Freedom of religion??

The Syariah court and magistrates probably NEVER went for Moral classes; neither do they understand fully rules and laws of the country. Or else

It.
Wouldn't.
Have.
Happened.

Signing off,
:( (Shia)

I survived but is it worth surviving that fatal day..I think not because of d burden i place..It would b easier if i went n saved the trouble on the others..i dread this will last bu ti know it will leave a scar...i fear not the end but i fear the start of the end
as it is people r surprised i`m out n fine but it is the fact that i`m out i fear..For the end is always close but the end was not close enough..I would not post this if i was dead..but death is the perfect option now

As i have go through this before but never as severe as this time..I wanted to quit but i didn`t..This i know i should as it will ease every one else..people will say be thankful be happy ur out n walking but i cry n tear knowing that..If is was gone there would b no burden,no worries or no future..as the future of mine seems bleak,the past was clear n the present is here,i stand alone on the cliff of failure with my hands out i surrender to the fall..

For if i survive this fall i will clime a higher cliff n fall again.the agony of others n sweat given for me..i know is not worth it for me.I say this now i say it here to you all i wish is wasn`t here

The humorous post. (Adult supervision required)

P.s# You never cease to put a smile on my face

So yeah, imperfection is what makes up perfection but why oh why do we still perfection minus the flaws then?? We are only human :)

My funny bone is REALLY working today. I posted up some church jokes in my other blog. What's SO FUNNY is that these church jokes happened partly because my mum and a few of my church members wanted to "get back" at my pastor for his dreary sermons :) http://moonwillowshia.blogspot.com/ (If and ONLY if you want to read it) :)


Okie. This is why I should not become a column adviser. I'm sarcsatic!!

Case number 1:
Dear Moon, I think my wife is having an affair. I think she may not feel the same way I do anymore. I also don't think I satisfy her in bed anymore. I'm currently on anti depression pills but they don't seem to be working. Please Moon, please help me. I'm really upset and my hair is falling out. I even went to the point that I had to use a bird's nest on my head as a wig to cover up my lack of hair. My pubic hair is dropping too :(

By: Mr depressed.

My reply: Dear Mr depressed, your wife is having an affair?? STEP IT UP!! You probably bore her to death or get her so mad because you forget her birthday, and even her name sometimes!! Try Viagra. It works. Or you should come to Malaysia and buy some "Tongkat Ali". Pronounced as AH-LEE. Depressed?? Try Morphine or Prozac. They're stronger medicines. Hair dropping?? Buy a wig. Or make one out of horse hair. Just cut off a horse's tail when it's sleeping. Pubic hair dropping?? Take a glove, dye it black and stick on some dog's hair using super strong super glue. Then cut off one of the fingers and slip your genitalia into it. It'll look like pubic hair again :)

Newspaper headlines: Man committed suicide after renowned newspaper columnist drives him to insane depression. HAHA!! I'm SO STARTLING!! haha.

I'll post more of my lunatic ordeals IF AND ONLY IF you readers comment and give me your feedback :)

Toodles,
Love your insane columnist, Moon.

What ever you are

A laugh that`ll bring a smile,a smile that`ll light up the world,a mind that will change time,a voice of an angel with the body of a goddess n a heart of gold.These are few attributes,yet these few will make the world stop and stare in wonder at such a creation of god as a master piece.

Impulse.

Whee!! New DC sneakers. :P

From what I heard, Rich has new shirts too :) Let's take some random vain pictures. Haha.

I don't really know what I'm going to post about :) Just going to let my fingers do the "flying" over the keyboard thing. Haha.

I'm such a random person. Do you believe in Greek mythology?? Do you believe in places like Lewis Caroll's Wonderland recreated in motion picture by Tim Burton??
I really would love my own Wonderland. :) Where Jabbawocky's lived and Red queens decapitated people ;)

I feel bad for cockroaches although people despise them SO MUCH. What would it feel like if we woke up in a cockroach's body one day and we had to constantly run for our lives because the entire animal kingdom is after us?? LOL. I'm just feeling a random impulsiveness today.

I'd better stop here to leave it short and sweet :P

P.S# I want my own WONDERLAND. I LOVE Tim Burton's version but it could have had more life and beauty in it. Perhaps, the next movie of it, PERHAPS :)

Love,
The Cheshire lover.

Night of love

The night has come,the day has gone.The starts are my witness and the moon as my judge.I hear the crickets sing while i think how to say the words.But a light flickers and a shadow passes.But silence greets while i look in to your eye`s n hold your hand.I open my lips to say the words,but a kiss and a hug reaches before i say a word.I open my eye`s realize it was just a dream.As i awake i see you in my arms with a smile on your face while you dream.I fall back to slumber knowing i have my love in my heart and arms.This is a beautiful night as it is a night for Love

You....( as in the title before anyone get`s idea`s)

I look in to your eye`s while i hold your hand,we walk a top a hill or stroll down a beach.We share the moment n cherish the time.
Ur Beauty has caught my eye`s but your heart has imprisoned mine.This i know because it`s you that understands,comforts,jokes,cheer on and will stand by me.This i may proudly say you are my Love....With the words that flow through my mind to say all this,i can only say I Love You

The mirror.

WOW, I'm feeling funny. It's a new chapter of the book for me. It's another breaking of dawn. I don't really know what or how to make of it. Wow, anyway, I see we're doing well here. This blog is getting hits :P I observe the flag counter. Yeah, I'm obsessed with it :P

Anyway, about how I feel right now :)

I looked into the mirror.
I stared hard to try,
and understand what was looking back at me.
All I saw was a void.
A face devoid of ALL expression.
Oh, water running down my cheeks.
What's that??
Mm, it tastes salty. Brine??
Nuh, I'm not near the ocean.
I brushed them away.
Crack!! Did you hear that??
I didn't know broken hearts made sounds.
Was that a breaking heart??
Do we get heartbroken when things don't turn out??
Was that you I saw in my dream??
Last night.
Who's that in the mirror??
Still figuring out.

A nonsensical poem that depicts how I truly feel. Sorry, it doesn't rhyme :)

Love, Shia. <3

Being human.

I'm a little unsettled tonight. Feeling a little "funny" about how the world is turning out. NOT that I'm a saint. It's just the news, it gets more and more devastating per day.

Anyhow, well, let's go metaphoric through expressionism.

From humanimals to Greek ruling to Roman systems, humans come from EVERY different aspect and angle believable. To exist in this "fishbowl" of a world is indeed a tough thing to do. We have SO MUCH to digest daily. SO many different kinds of personalities and endeavours to put up with.

Love- An abstract emotion that ALL of mankind has been known to want to be able to grasp and understand. Negative love-KILLS. Positive love-Makes butterflies somersault in tummies and sends tingles all the way from brain to vertebra to toes :)

I wish I could just drop everything and run into my own fantasy world. I think that's what we ALL yearn for. We just yearn for things beyond our own control. I really wish I were a part of Greek mythology. Or some night person. I wish I had double life where one could be used as an escapism when the other world turns too grim/ harsh :)

I yearn for mine own world. It would be filled with pianos, sunny beaches, nymphs atop trees, faery people and candied apples. Cliche?? I'm a sweet tooth :P

I shall stop ranting here for fear of scaring readers off :P I'm new to this blog so yeah. Two posts in one day should do for now :P

P.S# Richie, when you read my "comeback", tell me and rate it :P

This is how I look like. Goofy, silly and yeah, that picture DEFINITELY indicates boredom. A smile NEVER ceases to brighten one's day so yeah, a smile for you :)

Truly, Shia. <3>

The comeback as promised.

I fell asleep thinking of you.
Sunny beaches, palms and golden sand,
Made up the entire band.
I ran and ran as I saw you in a canoe.


Then a storm came,
Poseidon arose and kicked me into reality.
Dreams are not all a game,
Or a silver-gilded frame.


The strongest God of all,
Had come to put our love to test.
He roared as I broke into crawl,
You disappeared into the crest.


I lay sobbing as I lost sight of you,
To the sea so raw and ablaze.
Then I felt a calm serene,
I awoke, startled.


Just to find your lips on mine,
Your arms around me.
Your gentle assurance,
That even Poseidon could not rob me of you.


Then, I fell back asleep in dreams,
Sunny beaches, palms and golden sand.
Calm waters and brilliant sunsets,
I smiled as we took a stand.






















The beautiful sunset in "Kampar" island :P


P.s# Sorry if it's corny or cheesy :) I couldn't think of a better comeback.

Truly,
Lishia- The beach and sunset freak :)

Whole new Theme

Hello people.This is very random n uninformed but this blog is not a blog for whoever wishes to express them selves.So for any questions or enquirers please e-mail to the address showed above(gommiezkl@gmail.com) and i shall assist as much as possible.Hope you like this new direction =D

Why do we try

We try so hard by ripping our heart out,bleeding out every ounce of blood,Giving all our energy to faith as it controls our lives.Yet faith kicks us in d stomach and laughs.We pray,hope and estimate but faith just looks at us and laughs.It`s hard work to get something you want but after you sacrifice everything you can the results is a kick and laugh as if you`re in the Boxing Ring and your opponent just knocked you down by a foul,but you got up and the referee says you made the foul n kicks you out of the ring.Some say it`s life i agree but it`s never life when it comes to the hardship you feel when u walk on.