Impression management.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing.
Just prayed to a god that I don't believe in.

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you.
What am I gonna say when I'm all choked up and you're okay.

I'm falling to pieces.
I really am.

So, I use world impression management.
Where the world is my stage and I'm the actor.

I put on my happy mask when I'm sad.
To hide what I truly feel.

So it doesn't go around hurting others around me.
I did what I did, I have a breakage point too.

They say bad things happen for a reason.
No wise words gonna stop the bleedin'.

I'll take the blame.
Let me do it so no one else gets hurt.

I'll be your sacrificial lamb.
Come here, slice me apart.

Take my heart out.
Eat it in any style that suits you.

I got a degree offer in my field of choice.
What good is it if I can't do it??

2 and a half years does seem long after all.
Sigh me.

Back to the drawing board.
Pain after pain.

Tear after tear.
I'm such a good actress though.

And really, no wise words gonna stop the bleedin'.
I'm falling to pieces.

Oops, time for the happy mask to come back on.
Night world, three....two....one.

I'm dead.





~Lishia~

Life

We live to work,we work to live.We take the fight day by day,for we have a place in this world.Our tear`s,sweat and pain all are our wounds.Our weapons r out laugh,jokes,joy,friends and family.We all move day by day,from dawn to dusk.We watch the sun rise with a smile of support while the moon greets us with a smile of comfort.This life is our`s to play and our`s to live.Let`s make it worth but never let it wither.We do give up many a time yet we still get up every morning to see the day.Let life take u where it wishes,enjoy the ride as much as you can before it comes to an end.