HallWay

I stand out side a class room after my class..I walk the hallways with many friends,we chat and we laugh.The semester has ended what am i to do now...Many have more classes some are going to university but what do i have to do..With my life in the hands of faith i sit on a bench with a few friends that hang around to chat.But they all have their ways to go,Places to see,people to meet..What and where do i have to go..I sit on the bench watching as many pass by,yet a few stop to ask who am i and what am i doing..My reply is "I forgot who i an and i have no where to go." leave i tell them for it is my life that is in this hallway of life..for i have not done what many wish to do and i have not done what many wished i would do..For a failure or a side show is what i am..for many a time i was the strong wall,the shoulder to cry on,the friend who will be there no matter what..but now i fall back into darkness for there is where life has set me to be..a shadow in the school of life..Once a student without many flaws or many awards..for a mere student i am with no thoughts of the future or plans for the time..just the memories and tears i shed when i feel sad..My mind has fallen to the floor and my soul blown away with the wind..who am i and what am i? I wonder as i sit on the bench...a walk i take not far i walk,a window cracked yet clear to view,i look out with many running through the gardens to class or home i stand wondering if was i to be there or am i to b here...The end of this school time is for many yet the start or further is for them...where am i to go without an idea,a dream a fantasy i stand as the sun sets i walk through the gardens alone with the moon as my friend and all the stars as my witness,out of the compound i leave and on to the street i wonder...A street light flickers and fade,a dog passes after a cat..I ponder a moment and ask my self again What am i to do and where am i to go? the only answer i get is the class rooms i was in and the hallway i was at..for that was my life and now is it over or is there to be a sign of wher ei am to be....