What is prom

Prom is another word for the end of a chapter of life.It should indicate the end of a happy story in the library or volumes we call life.They ask why i did not attend,I reply i did not want to.In truth i did not want to but half of me did,but my college life was never the best or the happiest.With sorrows and regret,happiness and laughter but to celebrate the end with sorrow and guilt in my heart i shall never end a story.I ended my last story in school with joy and no regrets,but now with guilt,sadness,loneliness,sorrow and a tear down my face,it was not right to go to prom with hat in mind.It never made sense to go this time as I just finished exams with bad notes,if i were to book a place it would be a week before exams and i will be put through guilt and not allowed to go as my father would say.To ask to go would have been an idiot yet few say i am an idiot not go have gone.I am but a human with emotions and feeling,yet as a creature of the world i have to fore fill curtain needs.As i am what i am a son a man,never will i fill the shoes of the pass generations but never will i know when i will find my shoes.So to those few that actually remembered me i thank you all but to those who did not even have a thought of me i bid you farewell and all well for these should have been my last words before but from the day of prom i now know who is a friend and who is just another character in the story of my life and the library of who i am.

For Direction is mine

This highway of life i have driven so long with a map and compass but to no treasure but through the jungles and deserts.I fought the heat and rode the waves of the seven sea`s but now even after the journey of this map,it ends with no lessons for me but many lessons for others.On the way many i have meet,many will remember me but many will never see me again.I am but a memory with my heart full of joy,sadness and guilt,to continue this highway to where it goes i will never know.But to sit at the rest for now i shall.But to walk the road i might,with memories through my mind and tears of regret,sadness,guilt,sorrow yet with memories of laughter,happiness and love.For what have i done to deserve to be on this highway never will i know.And never will i know my direction in life and where and when it ends.For faith is my road and my life is my car as long as i drive this direction faith has set i shall live an unknown life.