What is prom

Prom is another word for the end of a chapter of life.It should indicate the end of a happy story in the library or volumes we call life.They ask why i did not attend,I reply i did not want to.In truth i did not want to but half of me did,but my college life was never the best or the happiest.With sorrows and regret,happiness and laughter but to celebrate the end with sorrow and guilt in my heart i shall never end a story.I ended my last story in school with joy and no regrets,but now with guilt,sadness,loneliness,sorrow and a tear down my face,it was not right to go to prom with hat in mind.It never made sense to go this time as I just finished exams with bad notes,if i were to book a place it would be a week before exams and i will be put through guilt and not allowed to go as my father would say.To ask to go would have been an idiot yet few say i am an idiot not go have gone.I am but a human with emotions and feeling,yet as a creature of the world i have to fore fill curtain needs.As i am what i am a son a man,never will i fill the shoes of the pass generations but never will i know when i will find my shoes.So to those few that actually remembered me i thank you all but to those who did not even have a thought of me i bid you farewell and all well for these should have been my last words before but from the day of prom i now know who is a friend and who is just another character in the story of my life and the library of who i am.