HallWay

I stand out side a class room after my class..I walk the hallways with many friends,we chat and we laugh.The semester has ended what am i to do now...Many have more classes some are going to university but what do i have to do..With my life in the hands of faith i sit on a bench with a few friends that hang around to chat.But they all have their ways to go,Places to see,people to meet..What and where do i have to go..I sit on the bench watching as many pass by,yet a few stop to ask who am i and what am i doing..My reply is "I forgot who i an and i have no where to go." leave i tell them for it is my life that is in this hallway of life..for i have not done what many wish to do and i have not done what many wished i would do..For a failure or a side show is what i am..for many a time i was the strong wall,the shoulder to cry on,the friend who will be there no matter what..but now i fall back into darkness for there is where life has set me to be..a shadow in the school of life..Once a student without many flaws or many awards..for a mere student i am with no thoughts of the future or plans for the time..just the memories and tears i shed when i feel sad..My mind has fallen to the floor and my soul blown away with the wind..who am i and what am i? I wonder as i sit on the bench...a walk i take not far i walk,a window cracked yet clear to view,i look out with many running through the gardens to class or home i stand wondering if was i to be there or am i to b here...The end of this school time is for many yet the start or further is for them...where am i to go without an idea,a dream a fantasy i stand as the sun sets i walk through the gardens alone with the moon as my friend and all the stars as my witness,out of the compound i leave and on to the street i wonder...A street light flickers and fade,a dog passes after a cat..I ponder a moment and ask my self again What am i to do and where am i to go? the only answer i get is the class rooms i was in and the hallway i was at..for that was my life and now is it over or is there to be a sign of wher ei am to be....

Elton John - Your song

My direction

The hair that flows down your head like a silk cloth,the lips of ruby you have so red,Your eye`s that shine like stars in the sky,your skin so soft and pure as if coated with pearls and milk,your voice that make a choir of angels seem like an amature band,your heart of gold that brings no value to any diamond in this world,your mind so open and intelligent makes me feel that i have someone that can and does understand me when we speak,your laugh that i hear fills me up with joy and brings a smile when i`m sad and your beauty so clear and true that it doe snot need make up to bring out the best in you.To walk down a path with your hand in mine,to sit in top of a hill to watch the stars dance with the clouds while the moon conducts the lights and sounds of the city like an orchestra for us,to watch a movie on a couch with pop-corn and hold each other when the climax comes...it`s on a dream i have but it`s your beauty that gives me the reason to dream..Let not my heart be alone so long i beg from you Life,give me a sign that when i pass i will have felt and given love to someone more then my self,let me be a person that will bring some thing to the world but let me not be an actor on this stage without a script but a memo from the director..Give me a sign to not give up,to move on and show me the reason for why i should not give up..let not my family name and members be brought down because of me but let me be brought down alone by my self...as it is you Life that is the master and i am the puppet..For i am not the bravest,smartest,best looking or most skilled but give me a sign of what i shall become or take me away before i enjoy what life is about and feel the sorrow of losing it...I have lived long and leisure,take me now if you wish and send me to where i belong not to where others down belong because of me...For i carry the map and compass but with no direction of what i need before the journey or where the journey is to lead to...